First it was Megan, and then came you.
I wasn’t even a thought as you two grew.
But soon enough you took on a new role,
protective and caring “big brother Cole.”
Together we grew up in the wide open spaces,
and got to help our dad win political races.
Mom taught us all in school,
and somehow she made it through.
You had big dreams and goals, but knew what it took,
and if you had a spare moment we always found you with a book.
You were speedy fast and super smart,
and truly had such a beautiful heart.
Your smile and laughter spread joy to those around you,
and to yourself and your word, you always stayed true.
I regret all of the silly fights we had,
cuz when I think back on them it makes me sad.
All along I hadn’t seen,
what you saw was a friend in me.
You were always so proud of what I had done,
I still wish we could sit down and chat one on one.
I always looked up to you,
as well as my big sister too.
I miss your advice and hearing your voice.
Being selfish in life was never a choice.
You put family first and took time for others,
an amazing friend and the absolute best brother.
Throughout my life you have always watched out for me,
but now you look down from where only angels can be.
God put you on this earth thirty-two years ago,
and it broke our hearts when He said it was time to go.
On this day we grew up celebrating with you,
but now that you are gone we remember who you were with two.
~HJ